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19 April 2008 @ 05:04 pm
Recharge  



Joaquin Miller Park in Oakland has the most boring dog run I've ever seen in the Bay Area, but the surrounding forest area? Amazing. Just the kind of natural boost I needed to plug through some more work on a beautiful Saturday afternoon. Bowdu obviously enjoyed it too. He got to bring home a lovely eucalyptus perfume on his back. I'm so glad he didn't scent roll in bird shit or dead squirrel.

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11 April 2008 @ 11:40 pm
Because I Love My Music and You Should Too  
I'm ambivalent about this site, because it's absolutely nothing whatsoever like those tangible mixtapes that I once knew and loved, but it is pretty easy to pull together a clutch of songs for instant sharing (not that I think you can download any of the tracks). The GIANT FONT PLAYLISTS are also irritating, but the size of the font does kind of express how much I like each of the songs I put on the mix.

I'm giving it a go so you can give it a go:

http://radiozilla.muxtape.com/
 
 
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24 March 2008 @ 07:55 pm
Beach Babe  



As a general rule, Shibas aren't supposed to be trusted off-leash. A combination of their independent streak and hyperactive prey drive is supposed to make their recall unreliable, and you're "absolutely NEVER" supposed to let them go, lest you wind up with a lost or car-flattened puppy.

But we live in a rather atypical area, where off-leash dog parks are abundant, and Bowdu is a special Shiba in some ways (just as any pet is a special exception, right?). After all, he never enjoyed going outside, on OR off-leash while we were living in Taiwan. How I envied other dog owners who were able to walk their dogs with such slack leads, and how I envied even more those dogs that followed obediently, without a leash. It seemed like such a natural and effortless relationship, like other dogs were born understanding how to ignore the constant threat of traffic and crowds, knowing to stay close to their owner. Contrary to the word 'round these parts, I've seen many a Shiba capable of off-leash restraint -- at least, specifically in Taiwan.

So I was a little nervous the first time we let Bowdu off-leash at Cesar E. Chavez, but... it's hard to describe the pure animal joy that exploded from this pup when he realized that for maybe only the second time in his life, he was free to just run, as hard and as fast as he liked (the first time being that day we decided on a whim to let him run around on the salt field in Utah, since it felt like we were surrounded by a great expanse of nothingness). After my initial anxiety wore off, it became apparent that his sense of freedom didn't necessarily mean he would run as far as possible -- or at least, as far as he cared to run was that distance that still kept R. or me within view. Once or twice he's crested a hill and temporarily lost sight of us, but upon rounding a bend we'd catch him frantically looking left and right, only to bound back in our direction for an eager, lolly-tongued reunion once he found us again.

There are a couple other Shiba owners that go to the smaller, fenced-in dog park in town, and we've chatted about this before. I've encouraged them to give the larger parks a go, but I think they're more by-the-book type of Shiba parents, so they're very skeptical about letting their baby run off all by herself. Then again, their dog is also way more socialized than Bowdu, so of course some good comes out of doing everything as you're supposed to. No, we've never put Bowdu through a formal training regimen. He knows sit, down, shake, give me a kiss, and that's about it. His stay lasts about 30 seconds. His recall sucks and if he doesn't feel like coming, he WON'T come (though I do keep a cache of extra savory treats on me anytime we go to the park, periodically slipping him a bite to remind him that it pays to stick close to me). That's just the kind of bastard he is. But somehow, he always knows whom he's with, and returns accordingly. Even when we're in the middle of acres and acres of open space, he needs not make a distinction between freedom and home.

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Current Music: Akron/Family & Angels of Light, Angels of Light & Akron/Family
 
 
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21 March 2008 @ 10:41 pm
An Attack of the Digressions  



The new East Asian Library is remarkably photogenic, inside and out. The length of the building intensifies the sense of linear perspective, so I feel like the entire building is rushing forth to welcome me when I stand in the open length that bisects each floor. Mostly natural lighting, recessed ceiling lights, wood floors, and textured wall surfaces give it a gallery feel, so refreshing compared to some of the dark and cramped Asian libraries I can recall.



To celebrate its opening and the beginning of spring break, I checked out a copy of one of the books that got me excited about this field to begin with, J.I. Crump's Chinese Theater in the Days of Kublai Khan (Tucson: University of Arizona Press, 1980).



No, I was never fixated on the Middle Kingdom proper. )

 
 
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16 March 2008 @ 04:51 pm
Yellow and White  



The lawn hasn't been mowed since we moved in... which is just as well, since daddy never taught his girls how to handle a lawnmower and R.'s been busy with other house projects. Meanwhile, the rainy winter has transformed everything from a crunchy mess of brown straw and weeds into an absolutely verdant yard of... well, grass and weeds. Nature can do her thing for now. Meanwhile, Bowdu is happy to tamp down a little patch of clovers for a cushioned spot in the sunshine, perfect for an afternoon nap. We're observing and learning the cycle of happenings in the garden -- or what will be garden, when I finally find the time and energy (and worm castings) to plot other plants alongside the existing flora. So far, we have some gorgeous pink lily-things that appeared in the fall and a clump of delphinium-like stalks in the back. Several calla lilies that recently bloomed were also a nice surprise.



The lemons that dangle over the fence from one neighbor's side are quite welcome, and we definitely make use of them. My feelings regarding the plums from the other neighbor are more mixed. The trees growing on our side of the fence seems to be an extension of the same plant in their yard, which would lend support to the rumor that plum trees are difficult to get rid of. I'm not wild about the fruit, especially when it's produced in such massive quantities that we could never consume it all, but I have to admit that the flowers are pretty sweet and therefore soften my opinion of this plant. For now, at least.



And then there's these little yellow flowers that have sprung up all around the border of the yard. I'm assuming that they're weedy wildflowers, since they're all over the most unkempt lawns in Berkeley. But hey, Bowdu's happy to relax amongst those dainty yellow blossoms, it's so cute, and it's spring! Let 'em bloom. Why not?

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04 March 2008 @ 09:28 pm
Perspective  

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This angle balloons Bowdu out to about 2 or 3 times his actual size. Imagining him as a 60 pound dog makes me giggle.

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Current Music: Tsai Hsiao-yueh, Ballades
 
 
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02 March 2008 @ 08:57 pm
In Praise of Inertia  
I took Bowdu to Cesar E. Chavez today, where the kite flyers were out in droves. I haven't delighted in flying my own kite since I was maybe six years old, but I do admire the array of shapes and colors set against a clear California sky. So many creative possibilities crafted from paper and nylon and mere plastic sheets! As I was passing underneath a purple dragon with intricately layered translucent gold and pink wings, I heard a sharp male voice bark out from behind me,

"THOMAS. GET over here, or you won't LEARN anything."

And this prepubescent kid with his hands stuffed in his hooded sweatshirt pockets and a bored pout pasted on his face followed the kite line back to his father, who continued to chide him for standing there slack-jawed and useless (he actually used that word) -- for not appreciating the inherent aesthetic and scientific wonder of kite-flying, I guess.

For some reason, the incident instantly brought to mind Lu Xun's story, "風箏 (Kite)." The narrator harbors a deep disdain for his little brother's fascination with kites, particularly the way he always stands and watches in dumb fascination when the neighborhood boys fly them out on beautiful days. One day, he discovers that his little brother has secretly constructed a butterfly kite, and in a fit of tyrannical rage, the older brother destroys the kite. Decades later, in adulthood, the narrator comes to realize that child's play is an essential component of human development, and that play itself can hold educational value. Chagrined, the narrator apologizes to his little brother, but the latter has completely forgotten the incident already. The apology is impotent. "Without hard feelings, forgiveness is a lie (無怨的恕, 說謊罷了)."

Anyway, the connection I made here was something along the lines of how well-meaning elders with ultra-rationalized conceptions of how one should spend their time will inevitably rob childhood of its most sacred, carefree moments. Because there SHOULD be times when you're allowed to just stand in the sun, silent and useless, doing nothing at all... Even now, I waste so much energy fighting mental sluggishness because I forget that part of the trick to "learning all the time" is not insisting on the educational value of every millisecond and allowing some of those moments to pass unnoticed and unaccounted for while your mind and your blood adjusts to inertia.

Did I ever learn how to play uselessly as a child? The closest I might have gotten might've been those hour-long sessions of propping myself upside-down against the back of the couch while I imagined walking around the entire apartment on the ceiling. Or no-handed bike riding in endless circles on a vacant and newly-paved parking lot, doing that as long as I could until sunset. Is this concentration, the focusing of attention upon a fine and repetitive task, or more like meditation, with a dissipation and release of self-awareness that I consider the opposite of concentration? Either way, I could do with a better grasp on one or the other right now.
 
 
Current Music: Carnacki, my favorite DJ on KALX
 
 
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01 March 2008 @ 01:02 am
Reruns, Reposts, Recap  



It's March now. I posted in this journal only once during the month of February, shifting my daily activity over to [info]roll_of_28 for the duration of the month. It was fun while it lasted, but I'm ready to come home now.

The writing I do here sounds less and less like what I want it to sound like these days, but I think I just have to get back into the habit. Meanwhile, here's a visual recap of February -- never mind if these images are already familiar to some of you.






Oyasumi.

 
 
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01 February 2008 @ 07:18 pm
Mercy for the Moneyed  

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Why do I bother taking pictures of buildings that have undoubtedly been captured thousands of times by far more professional photographers?

Why, for the sake of [info]roll_of_28, of course. The point is to take one photo a day, to be posted to the community that day, just for the month of February. I've mentioned this to a couple of you beforehand, but now that it's on again, I hope to see some of you there.

I'm looking specifically at you folks, [info]radiosilents, [info]alsoname, and [info]thian_un.


 
 
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25 January 2008 @ 05:20 pm
Rain, Rain, Go Away  
Note to self: If you're going to share an umbrella with a stranger at a bus stop, make sure he's not a viking who stands over a foot and a half taller than yourself. Otherwise, you're not really sharing the umbrella so much as you are sheltering Moondog while all the rain continues to pelt you in the face.

Obviously, what we need at every bus stop is a life-size Totoro statue holding an umbrella -- just in case, for these rainy days, and just in case for those other days when trudging to the bus stop seems like such a drag.

(Thanks to [info]sarabellum for the link).
 
 
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